To beloved members

This week was a messy week for me. Many tasks need to do but not yet done, i was very detest myself, have no motivation, i need to find back my spirit, Oh! maybe is time i need to chant :Spirit, spirit, oh my spirit~~where are you, your master is summoning, Assemble!!

A lot of assignment need to submit and presentation. Next week still have 1 more presentation and one assignment submission. its really hectic life. when willl this kind of life end?? OH MY GOD!

By the way, mid-autmun gathering is just around the corner, just 2 more days!!Did you buy the ticket? If your answer is no, I'm so sorry, you have to wait for the next year, as assistant leader of publicity division, I am very proudly to shout that :The tickets is sold out!! Really grateful to all of you who ever help us during our publicity period, such as kaiyang, thanks for helping persoanlly and your enthusistic^^. Besides, my beloved group members are in my thanks giving list too, yeeching, jiazheng, qihong, xiaowin, liying, woanjen, wenkai, ahsheng, conan, minghao, dingtian, xiaoqing and ofcourse the credited leader erica, its good to co-operate with you all, having tasks with you all make feel younger and merrier, thousand of appreciation, i also would like to take this advantages to make apologize to those who in case I've offended you unintentionally during the preparation of the event, minasang...Hontoni Gomenasai!!
Llastly i would like to attach a picture which taken 1st time at FSER, u guys rocks!! Love you all!! Publicity Division is the best!!! muacks!!

酸酸的心情杂记

今天是我生病的第三天了
坦白说，中午陪忠权他们去看了篮球赛，本来就的好一点了
可是到了晚上，身体再次发热气
真的很担心到底是不是H1n1，可是又不敢找答案给自己
如果真的是H1n1，我的妈呀
我未免也太幸运了吧？这么多人不找，偏偏找上我？？
我不要死，我还很年轻，让我活下去！！！
看来只能靠自己，养好身体了 >.<

生病归生病
今天还是有一场演出
我和宇恒已经排练了这么久，坦白说
这是我第一次演外场，心理压力难免会有的
而且又是晚宴的场，那些auntie uncle 不太可能会想学校的朋友们这么给脸
一直笑个不停
之前已经听很多senior说过了，演晚宴的场根本就是噩梦！！
结果，应验了！完全没有人会配合，这些叔叔阿姨们就算是听到一些包袱，
也只是展现“会心一笑”，我说马来西亚人也太含蓄了吧...难道你们就不能大方点，不要吝啬你们的笑声呢？

自从这一次经验，以后还有这样的场，我想可能要给我吃了是个豹子胆，我才敢接...zzz

结论：我一边演，心里一边想，上帝啊：不然现在就此一把刀，捅死我好了

忙·盲

坦白说，之前真的有股冲动想关掉这个blog了

但是看回之前的文章，还是打消这个念头好了...

最近的生活只能用两个形容词来形容-忙与盲

盲目的忙

忙得盲目

在这之前完全没有想过自己在接了两个event之后，会忙成这个样子

看来我还必须加强，加强再加强，锻炼自己的能力和毅力！

Gek power arrrrrrrr!!!

说到这个忙的活动...

其中一个还不会那么头痛，至少有一位很有能力很有idea组长一起分担

至于另一个，哎...

可以说是完全新的开始，一切得从头再来，难免会有些困难

但是做人就是要对自己有信心，既然开始了，就完完整整的走下去

至少不会让自己带有遗憾和后悔

加油吧！相信自己，林杏泽,你行的！加油！！

Orientation Week

I just started my new semester in MMU, and hopefully will be my final year in mmu
After joining the Orientation Committee (OC) Camp, we are eligible to become an Orientation Committee (OC) in my University. After the 2 days 1 night in Jasin, we continued our training in the campus compound and we exposed to many motivation talk and experience sharing moment..

During the registration day, I was assigned to Orientation Kit Counter. The job at there was easy, just pass the Orientation Kit to the freshies according to their body size. It been a fortunate to work in the Main Hall. I m feel bad for other colleague who work under the hot sun, its has been hard for them, you guys deserved a big round of applause..clap clap clap....

To me , this is a totally new experience and i would not have opportunities if I missed this Orientation because i will go for internship during the coming Orientation. I had make a decision that i would not going back my hometown (Johor Bahru) to having my vacation with my family instead of spend my semester break with Orientation Week which is from 7/6 until 11/6. I was selected as a Mobile OC for red group which is out of my expectation. They are many elite in the OC camp who are perform better than me. I knew that I did not perform very well during the OC camp because the whole program is conducted in English and I realize the English I speak during this few weeks is more than those spoken in whole last year. So you can imagine how bad my speaking skills was...

By the way, Thank God I had a lot of fun during Orientation time. I get to know many friends through the program and I have chances to improve my speaking skill. Besides, It had been a very good time to with my group members. During the first day, all of the members are shy to talk which make me very nervous and I afraid I an not competent to be mobile OC. I think the main task for mobile OC is leading the group and disseminate proper messages tot the group members, and of course, get rid of their bored with games and of course punishment, XD

For the next few days, our group members mood are "activate".They are started getting involve into the games and having fun. I am very glad to see that the group is bonding together and they get to know each other despite of races,religion and complexion. This would be an achievement to me due to at least I done my job completely.

Beside the group members, I also knew some new friends and freshies even they are not my group members:
1. Limin aka xiao mei aka minmin= very hyperactive and funny gal with big eyes and sweet voice
2.Finn aka TzeFern aka da mei = she like to have sport and act boyish..ish~
3.Mika aka Mei Jia = Alex's members, finn's friend, who is very sampat and easygoing
4.Minghao = A funny and friendly guy who always tease on me,
5.Kancil girl aka yi qin = an optimistic gal who are very experience in organize event
6.Ah yan Ah Jia Ah Zheng= Smart guy good at basketball but acting lalazai...lolz

Wish to know more? Stay tune on "Genky Uttered..."!!!LOL~~

Orientation Camp

This is the first time I join as an OC (Orientation Committee) for my campus new intake
Before the Orientation Camp, we, the OC for Orientation week has been gathered twice before
This year Orientation Camp is different from previous , this year Orientation Camp is held in Dr. Forest Camp , somewhere near Jasin , Melaka

I have to admit that the camp is pretty fun and adventurous, need to be grateful that the camp organizer prepared such a fun and tremendous camp for the OC, specially thanks to OC camp commander, Mr Deenish. He even hurt himself during playing mud war during the 2nd day, its hard on you Mr Deenish ^^"

Its so funny to make the group name with the combination of vehicle and cartoon. After few minutes discussion, we decided to use Mojo Jojo KKKL, its pretty funny har~~

Overall the camp is quite ok for me, but the time slot is too loose which make the camper feel empty. besides, the food are not really okay and I rather choose to be temporary vegetarian cause the vege food is much more nicer than the normal one >.<

One of the critical thing i gain inside the camp is I have chances to know a lot of difference races friends. I seldom make others races friend during my Uni life. This camp exposed me chances to make various races of friends in my group such as Kethyes, Amir from Africa, Kevin, Pavithra, Alicia and Rajan

Thanks for the whole OC camp and i learn a lot from it ^^

秋季之战

话说现在步入秋季，全球病毒肆虐，mmu学生人心惶惶
别担心，mmu学生不是因为病毒而担忧
最近一直上图书馆备战，到了这备战时期
平时冷清清的图书馆就会变得热闹起来，这种情况已经见惯不怪了
有些甚至在图书馆还没开门就已经在外面排队等候了，真的是西北kiasu～

明天便是我的开战之日，对手有两个分别是
accounting和research，后天则有Malaysian economic
真的很艰辛，两天要打三场，但是这也是没办法的事
就祝所有朋友考试顺利吧...

陈绮贞·音乐

上几个月的某个下午，闲暇无事在网络漫游时，发现

在某某朋友的部落格的内容中提及了一位中文乐坛不可多得的好声音
一位日益被世人淡忘的非主流中文乐坛实力创作俱佳的才女-陈绮贞

前几天才打开已经下载好多个月的陈绮贞-音乐全纪录
发现里头有一个demo，在好奇心的驱使之下便打开来试听
不听还好，一听便爱上整张demo了
陈绮贞自然，不造作，有点台湾腔，慵懒中带有一点感性的声音直接吸引了我
好喜欢好喜欢他那把独一无二的声音。。。

回忆的漩涡开始泛起，慢慢地，也开始想起我是如何解除陈绮贞了
记得第一次接触陈绮贞音乐应该是听到她的“让我想一想”，人在新山的我
应该只有十来岁，是在一部新加坡破的连续剧听到这首歌的
后来就很少听到他的音乐了，比较熟悉的之后一些流行歌曲如经典的“还是会寂寞”和近期的“华丽的冒险”

上网查询了资料后发现，原来陈绮贞不单止写歌创作，而且还会出书，真的是才女中的才女
加上在演艺圈这是非混杂的圈子能以清纯的形象示人，真的很不容易
我发现我好像无可救药的爱上陈绮贞了

妈咪节快乐

从小到大庆祝母亲节的方式始终如一，不就是到外头由兄弟三人“名义上”的邀请母亲饱餐一顿
为什么说是名义上呢？？？
因为每当我们结帐之后，母亲总是会和蔼且正色的对我们严厉说道：
还没学会赚钱就会花钱，再这样下去以后生活的日子怎么办？
训完过后再把钞票塞进我们的手心里...
其实我们心里都很明白母亲只是口头上心疼我们花钱，心里是高兴得很 =P
况且庆祝母亲节一年一次，只要我们三兄弟觉得花的值得，
那就够了，钱没有再赚嘛，母亲没了那怎么办？

一直以来，母亲节年年都庆祝，今年因为要上课没办法回去，只好隔空传简讯表达我的思念
话说回来。我也只有母亲节能庆祝罢了 >.<
自从父亲在7年前去世之后母亲一个人就身兼父职赚钱养家，
其中的辛劳及过程不是三言两语就能说得完的
不仅如此，要面对世俗的眼光以及外界的讽刺
母亲一个人都默默忍受下来了
我深深觉得我母亲是一个伟大的人
虽然她受的教育不多，可是她却懂得如何弥补自己的短处，增加自己的长处
然后再独自一人的撑起整个家，把家里打理得井井有条，让我们三餐不少，一定温饱

随着年龄的增长，我们就会懂得更多，看得更多
长大成人的我们回头看看，就会发现其实成长都常带着瑕疵
年少无知总会犯下不少错误，不管大小严重轻微，多少都曾伤透了她的心，

现在的我决定要好好用功读书，以报道母亲对我们的养育之恩

最近在check mail发现了一篇很不错的文章，写的太好了！特地copy和大家分享

可以給你老公看,以後你也可以跟你兒子這麼說 .. .....　
（寫的真好）曾在廣播裡听到 ,
當孩子頂嘴甚至步入叛逆期時的因應之道做媽媽的總是嘮叨 ,
有一次已經高中的兒子不耐煩的頂撞了母親 , 母親氣得半死。

做父親的便約兒子一起出門散步。
兩人走了好久 , 父親一路上不發一語 , 兒子納悶。
一直到要進家門口時 , 父親拍拍兒子的肩膀,
以男人對男人的語氣說 :
『等一下進去時 , 給我女人一點面子 !』
兒子驚讶於老爸用哥兒們的語氣對他說話 ,
並因男人跟男人之間的義氣 ,
從此對母親畢恭畢敬的。

所以 , 有的時候 , 父親這個角色還是頗重要的 !

當我的小孩頂撞我時，我想告訴他，
下列的事任選一樣，做到後，才有頂撞的權利：
1. 連續3 個月每吃完一餐就須催吐 (孕吐)
2. 乳頭被別人吸到破皮達一個月 (餵奶)
3. 肚子塞一顆籃球達 10 個月 ( 懷孕)
4. 接受皮鞭抽打達 48 小時 (生小孩)
5. 10 個月不能喝冰水、咖啡、茶
6. 5個月睡覺不能翻身
7. 10 個月不能出遊遠行，不能跑跳
8. 10個月不能生病，要不，生病不能吃藥
9. 至育嬰室把屎把尿一個月
10. 晚上睡覺每二個小時起床一次，清醒30 分鐘達一個月

寫完上述 10 項，我覺得當娘的真不是人幹的。

所以在父亲去世之后，我也只剩下一个母亲了，现在不好好孝顺，那还要等到什么时候？？
咪～我爱你

健康亮红灯？！

从来不曾有过这种感觉
我做梦也没想到会有这么一天...
以往看到朋友痛苦的模样
心里总是感到同情和可怜
总是认为自己的健康属于黄灯到青灯状态的我
向来都认为自己的是偏头痛的绝缘体...

直到昨晚在魔力吃晚餐吃到一半
我左后脑突然膨胀欲裂，犹如唐三藏念紧箍咒制服美猴王一样
痛得我连玩大老二的力气都没有了
等到上菜之后，无奈只好走到一旁拿起杂志阅读
读着，吃着，原以为这偏头痛暂时告一个段落了
便加入大老二战局，一下手便连庄5场，手气还真不错
谁知好景不长，偏头痛又来开始找我麻烦了，我的头真的是快要炸开来了！

最近天气真的不好，下午超级的闷热，晚上又冷飕飕的
在这临考期间，许多mmu学生都因此挂病号了，
在这之前我又患了重感冒，还一度疑神疑鬼的以为自己是A型流感带菌者（谢天谢地幸亏不是）
看来这次真的要好好照顾自己了...千万别在考试前fall down...

Semblance 2009

整个活动我觉得很不错，毕竟是第一次尝试办social night
本少爷在误打误撞，阴差阳错的情形下加入了Semblance 2009 Social Night
并且还加入了High Committee，成为Sound and Lighting Assistant Director
名字很长哦？我有个朋友说名字越长身份越高，那我岂不是比Event Directot 还要geng？
开个玩笑，纯属废话...
坦白说，这一次可以说是当High Committee最轻松的一次
基本上所有的筹备工作都不需我们做，我的工作只是找一些活动用的音乐（
因为后面有几双幕后“推手”在推整个event，我们只需要在event当天做工就行了

这次可以说是嘴边飞来了一块肥肉，我张大嘴巴就咬住了，偏偏这块肥肉就贵的要命 T_T

就说先加入吧，每位工委都要给RM38作为当晚的伙食费，听起来很多哦？
不过老实说,Renaissance Hotel的自助餐真的很赞，基本上除了咖喱鸡我个人觉得偏辣之外，
其他事物可以说是值回票价！节目也可以说是一流等级，有魔术，歌星表演等等

不仅仅是伙食费，我还特地为了这个活动去买blazer，（就是你们之前看到那件咯）不过话说回来，以后可能大把机会穿，算是长期投资吧>.< 整个活动我觉得很不错，毕竟是第一次尝试办social night，只是当晚除了一些临时状况：

1.我们很geng的司仪（两位都是fly fm的DJ） 突然要求我播很hot的歌，幸好我有准备，不然真的惨了，你要Pussycat dolls的歌，我都不懂要去哪里生给你>.<）

2.很pro的model公司走fashion show只用两首结婚歌（就是大家常听到的噔噔噔噔～噔噔噔噔～）一直repeat再repeat，你走不显我听到都有点显...这次可以说是我第一次听结婚歌听到想骂粗话

3.在跳舞的环节自己不小心中段很geng的音乐，突然觉得自己是大罪人，十恶不赦这样...各位善男信女，你们就大人有大量，原谅小弟吧>.<

最后我想说的是可能当晚因为一些突发状况搞到我神经失常，所以小弟想向那些曾经不小心、不经意、无心得罪的朋友说一声sorry 以下是当晚我用手机拍的照片，其他的照片以后等从摄影师那边拿到了再加进去

我和美燕（她就厉害咯，当晚成为了大家的焦点咧）


我和很幸运的prom prince 还有 princess（当晚的幸运抽奖大奖也是他们赢的，heng到～～～）

总的来说，event还算是蛮不错的，希望下次有机会还能参加类似的活动^^